Here’s the thing: Lena Dunham, programa de radio

Hace unas pocas semanas, y ya que sigo a través de Twitter a Lena Dunham, la creadora de la serie Girls de la HBO, ella posteó que Alec Baldwin le hacía una entrevista en la radio. He aquí el link a la entrevista, dura unos 40 minutos, si mal no recuerdo. El programa se llama Here’s the Thing y la entrevista fue hecha hace un mes exactamente, el 21 de enero de 2013.

Habla de cómo empezó ella, cómo desarrolló la idea original para la serie, qué pasos siguió y cómo se imaginaba que iba a ser su vida. Habla un poco de su novio y obviamente de la serie y de los personajes. También compara Girls con Sexo en Nueva York.

A mí me pareció una entrevista muy interesante, y aunque es evidente que soy muy fan de esta chica, supongo que para gente que no la conoce es una buena oportunidad de oír su propia voz (y no lo que creemos que piensa a través de su personaje Hannah).

La entrevista está en inglés, así que por si acaso alguien no puede seguirlo del todo bien cuando hablan, os paso la conversación transcrita en este link.

Os dejo deleitaros con mi propuesta…


MacCarthyism’s Effect on Hollywood: On the Waterfront

On the Waterfront

On the Waterfront, 1954, was directed by the famous director Elia Kazan, who gave eight names when he was called to testify. He could have claimed the Fifth Amendment, but decided otherwise and destroyed the career of the co-workers who had helped him reach fame in the seventh art. Humphries explains “On the Waterfront, written by Schulberg, makes an eloquent apology on the act of testifying” (Humphries, pp. 193). Kazan received an Honorary Oscar for all his devoted years to the cinema industry in 1999 which was severely criticised due to his betrayal almost half a century before. Budd Schulberg called the HUAC, before he had been called, to declare his communist past. He stated that blacklisted moviemakers could find jobs in other places are theatres, publishing books or editors. He could not understand why that bleak reaction, he believed there were job offers opened everywhere. Cinema was over for them, but other possibilities were still available, which was not entirely true, as the blacklisted’s names were public and although they wrote asking for jobs, most of them were left unanswered. Elia Kazan and Budd Schulberg made this movie, as a way to purge their conscience, and to defend their ideas, with a doubtful result on the screen. If this movie was watched knowing what it was about and the context, parallelism began to appear everywhere, sentences with double meaning and characters that represent other people or situations. It must have been the same for the anti-communist who looked in movies for communist tinges, if they had imagination (and paranoia) it could be found everywhere.

The film is about Terry Malloy’s story and his confrontation with Johnny Friendly, the Union boss who rules it as if he were the capo. It is based on a true blackmailing story. Malloy wants to defend his interests and ends up being a squealer. Terry is contacted by the police to make a statement about Johnny. He is considered a friendly witness, not an unfriendly one, “the irony of this declaration lies in the fact that what happens to Terry (the Union’s reprisals) is precisely what happened to dozens of people that appear before the HUAC.” (Humphries, pp. 193) Terry speaks and then has to endure the consequences. Kazan spoke and then made the others suffer the consequences. Terry represents both Schulberg and Kazan. They tried to justify their acts when it is done because of honest and noble reasons. Johnny Friendly’s Union represented the Communist union. The parallelism between Terry’s confessions about his Union and Kazan’s confessions about the Communist Party was meant to be that all Communist Unions were corrupted and all the corrupted unions were Communists. It was not like that, not in Hollywood, nor anywhere else in the States.

There is a strong imagery regarding birds throughout the movie. At the beginning of On the Waterfront Marlon Brandro (Terry Malloy) sets a trap for a man named Joey. He does not know they will kill him, Malloy thinks they are only going to talk to him, but Joey is thrown from the top of the building and dies. Some of the union workers make a joke saying “Maybe he could sing but he couldn’t fly”, for Joey was a squealer. He is made an example for all to see. Joey’s father does not want to make a statement when the policeman arrives, he knows his son was murdered because he decided to talk. Later, Malloy is shown on the top of a building were he takes care of a cage of carrier pigeons, in a conversation with Edie, Joey’s sister, he says he envies them, because they have no one controlling them. It could be interpreted as if in a sense he envies Joey as well, who could not fly and hence, now has no worries for he is buried. It might be a feeling of guilt because it was his fault that Joey was killed. It is a clear sign that Malloy feels manipulated by Johnny Friendly, and sees the birds in the cage freer than he sees himself. He has the help of a young boy, Jimmy, who also cleans the pigeon’s cage when Terry cannot do it. After he declares against the Union, Jimmy kills all the carrier pigeons and throws one of them to Malloy. Jimmy has destroyed Terry’s only hobby, the only thing he cared for and thought of it as a passion. Kazan can be seen in Jimmy who killed the dream and job of others. Edie says “you try to help them and they stab you in the back”. Johnny Friendly is also seen as a hawk, who hunts mercilessly the pigeons he finds free in the middle of the street. This imagery links the first one above explained, Terry’s pigeons are freer in a cage, where they are free and safe at some level because in the streets were they can be killed any moment due to the lack of protection, but then, their murder can be considered an easy one because they are all locked up in the cage and they trust Jimmy. They were betrayed by someone they thought they were safe with, as Kazan gave the names of people who were his friends. It is a movie which explains at some level the reasons for Schulberg and Kazan to form an alliance with the HUAC, but it has many flaws and some scenes go against the ideas they are promoting. It may seem that the creators of On the Waterfront did not know how to defend their ideas with arguments without fissures.

Another comment that traps the ‘true’ meaning of the movie is when at a certain point it is clear that Friendly works for other people, he does not have the leader’s position, and they are represented in the movie as the industry union. They mention a phone call made by ‘Mr. Upstairs’. The film wants to show that Johnny Friendly works under orders of the Union, but actually he works for business men as corrupted as he is. Without doing it on purpose, On the Waterfront depicts the true capitalist who export jobs. Schulberg and Kazan meant to represent the Union as the Communist Party, but I see it more as the HUAC. Some people (as Budd Schulberg) turned to the HUAC to confess, this was a way of becoming directly a friendly witness, and at the same time acquiring the honour to be despised by the rest to the moviemakers. In On the Waterfront, people went to the union to ask for some favours, normally money, and then, they were trapped by the system. They could not talk against the Union, because somehow they were part of it, they could not go against the union because they had gone to ask for help, it was a manner the Union had to defend itself. And terror, of course, was a very important factor. And if somebody was against the Union, as Joey was, it could be eliminated, creating fear among his friends, who would not want to cooperate with the police anymore. HUAC did not kill people, but they could make the producers not offer them jobs. In Schulberg’s case, for example, he had gone to talk to them to save his future, destroying other people’s future at the same time. The HUAC considered him a friendly witness, they had caught another important fish. People who were against the HUAC were sent to prison like the Hollywood Ten, or were blacklisted. The HUAC had all the power it needed, it made everyone be terrified by it, and that was more than enough.

The Catholic Priest, (Father Barry) interpreted by Karl Malden, represents idealism, he is the possibility of how witch hunting could have been if no one had betrayed no one, but fear is a powerful enemy. It might also be seen as a way of telling the blacklisted that indeed it was their fault to be if they were in such a situation because they did not fight for their rights. The union makes the Malloy brothers face each other. Charlie, the older brother, has to convince Terry to go back to their way (to their ‘good’ way) or he has to let him go, with all the consequences. In the car conversation Charlie points a gun at his brother and forces him to accept the job, a job in which he will do nothing, and earn 400 dollars a week, the condition is that he will do nothing, but say nothing either. They are trying to make him take that job so if for some reason the boat sinks, Terry Malloy will sink with them because he will be part of the band. When Terry refuses and Charlie lets him go, Charlie enters a trap and ends up murdered. Terry finds him, hung on the street; he has been shot three times. In Mccarthyism not only the witnesses who were considered Communists were attacked, but the people close to them as well, so people who in the beginning were strong against the HUAC would little by little crumble. Another scene in which they play with silence and sound is when Terry confesses to Edie that he is to blame for Joey’s death, the sound of the boats does not let the audience hear the conversation, which can be a metaphor stating that the truth is not completely revealed, or the truth can only reach the ears of a few chosen ones.

As the movie comes to an end, Kazan and Schulberg begin to be more ambiguous. After Terry Malloy confirms that he was the last person to have seen Joey alive and that Friendly had his men kill him, his acquaintances and friends in the street do not greet him. Hence, this scene might mean that Kazan and Schulberg considered the way they were treated unjust as they firmly believed they were doing the correct thing by denouncing their friends to the HUAC. If they had filmed On the Waterfront it was a form of defending their ideas but also a kind of apology. Perhaps they wanted to see themselves as the victims of this situation for they kept their jobs but they lost their credibility to be loyal and the trust and friendship of all the people who had helped them get to the place where they were. The reason why Terry spoke in court was because Johnny Friendly had killed his brother Charlie, Terry here had a personal excuse to denounce the Union – apart from the unjust way the union treated the other workers. But Kazan had no reason for revealing the names of those who had been in the Communist Party with him. Alternatively, maybe Kazan considered himself old enough, he was in his early forties when he spoke with the HUAC, to believe that even if he went somewhere else to work, it would be hard to start from the beginning. In any case, it is quite clear he took the easy way, first thinking about himself and not doing what he later makes Father Barry do in the movie. He took his chance, knowing he had the talent and he was at the right time in the right place. He obviously felt guilty and later filmed On the Waterfront; it was his way of expiating his sins.

The last scene is an idealistic happy ending Schulberg wrote, certainly wishing everything would have ended that way for them. When Terry Malloy confronts Friendly, all the longshoreman back him up, maybe not taking part in the fight, but only their presence probably made Malloy feel stronger and gave him the courage to be so brave. But then again, the situation cannot be compared because Terry is the one that has no job because he spoke in court, whereas Kazan and Schulberg precisely because they spoke, they had the guarantee they could keep theirs. In the end, when they gain control of the union, giving equal rights and conditions for everybody and having no boss who would manipulate them as puppets, it can be related to Communism. So, even if these filmmakers wanted to free themselves from Communism and named names to ‘clean’ the country from those ideas, this movie can be considered to have a Communist ending. Communism was something they learnt to hate so much, they even ended up becoming part of it, and tinges of communism began to spread everywhere.

Movie critic A. H. Weiler wrote in July 29th 1954, only a day after it was released, a review about On the Waterfront, only mentioning the theme of the movie, the cast and the wonderful job the producers, director and scenarist had made. There is not a single word about the HUAC or Communism. Another review published in The Times on the 9th of August of the same year, explains not only what Weiler mentions, but also comments some anecdotes on the setting, other movies which were filmed at the same time and the money that was spent for it. Bosley Crowther was bolder in his critic of High Noon than these two reviews probably because the HUAC was becoming very severe and because Kazan was not trying to make people react, he was just representing his point of view and the victim he had become when he named names.

What some of the contemporary reviews say is the magnificent work Kazan and Schulberg have done, what an extraordinary work they accomplish, and how clearly they explain Malloy’s need to tell the truth to be in peace with himself. If Schulberg and Kazan represent Malloy, that statement cannot be true, because if they were proud and did not doubt they had made the right choice then it would make no sense to later shoot a movie, to explain their behaviour. In Damian Cannon’s review he mentions

“It becomes painfully clear as to why someone wouldn’t want to testify, simply because the cost is too high, and it wouldn’t be their fault. Not everyone is cut out to be a hero. Some folk have learnt, in the spirit of self-interest, to look away and forget what they’ve seen. On the Waterfront has it both ways.”

Cannon treats Kazan as a hero. This review was published in 1999, it was crystal clear that at that time what Elia Kazan had done to maintain his job was of common knowledge, at yet some people treat him as a hero because he was a good film director. Talent and integrity have nothing to do with each other.

MacCarthyism’s Effect on Hollywood: High Noon

High Noon

High Noon was released in 1952. It had been written by Carl Foreman, based on the story of John W. Cunningham, The Tin Star. Fred Zinneman directed the movie and Stanley Kramer produced the picture. Stanley Kramer and Carl Foreman had worked together in two previous movies Champion (1949) and The Men (1950), the latter was nominated to best original screenplay and Carl Foreman won an Oscar for his work. In 1951, the writer was called by the HUAC while he was finishing the script but did not mention anyone’s name before the tribunal and was declared an uncooperative witness. When the producer found out Foreman’s implication with the witch hunting, he forced him to sell his part of the company, as Foreman was the associate producer. Stanley Kramer did not want his friend’s connection to Communism to damage the movie, although Carl Foreman had not been part of the CP for over ten years. It was High Noon’s main actor, Gary Cooper, with the help of Fred Zinneman who managed to get Carl Foreman out of the country before the movie was released. When Kramer tried to fire Foreman, Gary Cooper menaced him to leave the job if the writer was treated in such a way, even thought it was not necessary as Carl Foreman had already left for England. The actor was not a leftwing as the writer was, but he considered very un-American the outrage. The screenwriter already knew he would not be able to work again in the USA. Kramer erased Foreman’s name from the final credits of the movie; after this they did not talk to each other again, on the other hand Cooper and Foreman became very close friend and that relationship lasted their whole life.

On 23rd of October 1947 Gary Cooper was called to testify. He was considered a friendly witness, but the actor did not give anybody’s name, he was as loyal to his co-workers as he could be, for he did not mention a single name. He was asked if he had found tinges of Communism in the scripts he read before deciding whether to do a movie and Cooper answered he had found some scripts with Communist parts, and had not even finished reading them. The HUAC asked for the titles of the scripts and the authors’ name and Gary Coopers commented he usually read at night in bed, as did most of the actors, and that was why he could not recall any of the names. All this made him look a bit thick, and the situation was a little bit unbelievable, an actor who cannot remember any of the scripts he reads is hard to accept. The Chairman was very furious against Cooper for not collaborating with them. It is curious that four years later the actor decided to be the lead star on a film where Communism could not be appreciated, but the metaphor at the time must have been quite clear. I think Gary Cooper must have chosen High Noon on purpose, he knew what he was doing, and that movie was the only opportunity he had to support the blacklisted and the suffocating situation that Hollywood was living. Although he was severely pressured not to help Carl Foreman, he was still loyal to the screenwriter. As Byman mentions “he showed some sense of absent morality during that period by denying to deprive some people of their jobs, not taking into account the political differences.” (Byman, 2004, pp. 90)

High Noon is the story about the sheriff Will Kane who has just got married to his young wife Amy Fowler. After the wedding Kane promised her he would leave his job and go to another city to work as a shopkeeper. While the wedding is taking place, some people see three members of Frank Miller’s band. Frank Miller, who is a killer and wants to take revenge on Kane because he had put him in jail, will arrive in the noon train with the firm purpose of killing him. Kane decides to take again his badge and not leave Hadleyville to capture Miller. He has less than an hour and a half to try and convince his friends and people from his town to help him kill Miller. The film has been filmed in real time, images of the clocks around the city are shown, so that the viewer feels oppressed by the minutes passing, just as Kane does. Not only his wife turns her back on him, but his deputy, his former lover and his friends do not want anything to do with it. There is a clear parallelism with MacCarthyism. The working people in the film industry knew that their time would arrive sooner or later, they would be called by the HUAC, and the fact that the time passed only made them even more nervous. Friends started betraying each other because they were scared of going to prison or of being fired. And as Kane in this movie, the accused comprehended that he stood by himself with little or no help from outside. The only help they received was the same Will Kane was offered: incompetent people (because of their age) or too weak to help him. Dalton Trumbo, who was one of the Hollywood 10, made an interview and tried to put himself in the place of the people who had given the names of their friends and co-workers. “If you could choose between food for your children, and a house, basic needs against your freedom of speech, you’ll choose the food. So, very few people would remain fighting for the luxury.” (Trumbo, 2007)

The easy solution would have been for sheriff Kane to leave town, to prevent Miller from killing him. Kane’s former predecessor, played by Lon Chaney Jr., settled in town after retirement. When Gary Cooper knocks on his door for help, he explains: «It’s a great life. You risk your skin catching killers and juries turn ‘em loose so they can come back and shoot at ya again. If you’re honest, you’re poor your whole life. And in the end, you wind up dying all alone on some dirty street. For what? For nothing. For a tin star.» He has arthritis which makes his hands useless and his wife is Indian, so that leaves him in a position of marginal status. The previous sheriff has understood that the town’s inhabitants want the sheriffs to risk their life for them, but when they have to return the favour so that they can live in a peaceful and safe community, they simply close their eyes or look somewhere else. It means that the people would leave a man who has defended them on his own when the problem does not attain them directly.

The soundtrack of the movie Do Not Forsake Me also underlined the tension during the film, it was the first song to win an Oscar which did not belong to a musical film. Dimitri Tiomkin composed the music and Ned Washington the lyrics. During the whole movie there are not lyrics to the music, the drum’s sound accompanies Will Kane throughout the whole movie. It is a hypnotic song, played over and over again throughout the duration of High Noon. While the sheriff and Miller’s band are shooting at each other the music intensifies, using wind instruments to mark the danger of the final scene. It is not until the end, when Gary Cooper and Grace Kelly are about to leave town after having killed Ian MacDonald’s character, Frank Miller, that lyrics begin. But hence, words are not necessary to understand the pressure Gary Cooper’s character has to endure. Kane throws his tin star to the ground, almost disgusted of having worn it, for it did not represent as much as he thought it did. The lyrics sung in the movie do not correspond with the lyrics published on the Internet. In High Noon’s final scene, Frankie Lane – the singer – sings the song’s last stanza, but introduces new elements and erases other parts of the song. He sings for example: “I can’t be leaving, until I shoot Frank Miller dead”.

The insistence on the time shots during the whole length of the movie puts pressure on Will Kane and makes the audience nervous. The noon train is about to arrive and as time passes, the main character only finds himself even more alone. Frank Miller’s presence is a time bomb, which is about to arrive. Just like the summons Hollywood received. They knew it would arrive sometime, and maybe waiting for it, it made them more anxious that the actual HUAC. It was more the importance it was given to it by fear than its power. It seemed to be a mass hysteria, and even the big producers participated, as in fact the HUAC had no real influence on the screenwriters and directors work, it was the companies who decided to write the Waldorf statement. By the end of High Noon, when finally the train arrives and Frank Miller gets to Hadleyville, it can even be said that it is a little bit disappointing. It is the importance and power offered which made him more terrible than he really is. Kane ends up killing him, ending the problem. Unfortunately, MacCarthyism needed more than a gunshot to disappear. It happened, it was there and they had to face it.

This western has been very much applauded since it was released in 1952 and critics have only been but wonderful with this film, in modern and actual reviews the palpable MacCarthyism is mentioned, but in the year it was on the movie theatres, while MacCarthyism was still a very powerful influence, the critic Bosley Crowther wrote the 25th July 1952 about High Noon in the New York Times. This review begins as all the movie review about High Noon start: exalting its great work, the time so perfectly calculated, the splendid job of the actors and the wonderful music. But in almost all the reviews published these last few years, there is always a small mention of the parallelism between Macarthism and this movie. In Crowther’s review, this encrypted paragraph is the only clue he offers: “How Mr. Foreman has surrounded this simple and forceful tale with tremendous dramatic implications is a thing we can’t glibly state in words. It is a matter of skill in movie writing, but, more than that, it is the putting down, in terms of visually simplified images, a pattern of poetic ideas. And how Mr. Zinnemann has transmitted this pattern in pictorial terms is something which we can only urge you to go yourself to see.”

John Wayne, who profoundly disliked High Noon because of its un-American features, proposed Ward Bon and Howard Hawk, all of them right-winded, to make a film about just the opposite: how a sheriff refused the help of his town and faced the problem bravely with very little help, they called that movie Rio Bravo. Wayne loathed High Noon for the representation of his people as cowards, nervous and selfish. He was one of the most cooperative members of the HUAC and made everything he could, so that Carl Foreman was fired from the production of the movie. It is quite surprising that the following year, it was John Wayne who picked up Gary Cooper’s Oscar – because he could not attend the ceremony. In his speech he commented the power, the structure and the wonderful work they had made with High Noon and publicly regretted not to have taken part as the lead actor. So, in the beginning he makes it clear he hates the movie, but then, when the movie happens to be a success, he says he would have liked to be Will Kane. Wayne either lied saying he loved the movie when he was at the ceremony, or worse, he only followed the big MacCarthyism’s wave that said High Noon was very un-American, but had not a clear opinion about this and was just a popular puppet the HUAC could play with.

High Noon was one of the movies with metaphors about MacCarthyism’s situation, but it was obviously not the only one. On the Waterfront, 1954, and Inherit the Wind, 1960, are two good examples of the points of view of the movie makers. On the Waterfront was directed by Elia Kazan – famous for been a friendly witness and naming names – and it was written by Budd Schulberg – who called personally the HUAC, even if he had not been called, to declare his communist past. Inherit the Wind had been directed by Stanley Kramer – the producer of High Noon – and Harold Jacob Smith and Nedrick Young had done the screenplay. Young had been called by the HUAC and had followed Hollywood Ten’s irony and aggressiveness to respond to the questions, on the risk of following their same path.

La máquina de pintar nubes

Ya os hablé de la película hace mucho, mucho tiempo. Y ya ha llegado a nuestro cines, yo por desgracia estoy en Swansea, así que como no me vea la película ilegalmente poco podemos hacer.

Mi conocido Lander Otaola actúa en ella, seguramente bordando el papel, pero no lo sé ya que no la he visto.

La acción transcurre en uno de los barrios de Bilbo, Santutxu en 1974. Asier vive en ese barrio industrial, gris y triste. Es daltónico pero insiste en hacerle un retrato a una chica de la que está enamorado. Su padre es pintor pero en vez de buscar apoyo en él, va donde su hermano Mateo (Otaola), que acepta si Asier le da dinero. Mateo quiere irse a Melilla a la mili, y el protagonista no le queda otra que quedarse con la máquina de pintar nubes.


Sustitutos de Heath Ledger

Después de la inesperada muerte de Heath Ledger, quedaron dos películas a medio rodaje, (por mi parte feliz ya que por lo menos podré verle en tres películas más). Una de ellas, «The Imaginarium Doctor Parnassus» saldrá adelante ya que han encontrado sustitutos para el actor. Se trata de Jhonny Depp, Colin Farrel y Jude Law. (Mucha alegría para la vista parece ser que será la película).




He ido a imdb para ver de qué iba, y sólo hay una pequeña línea de resumen entendible sin poder lanzarse a leer el gran resumen donde puede haber espoilers: se trata de una compañía de teatro que ofrece a su audiencia mucho más de lo que esperaban, pero éso no nos dice mucho, la verdad. Terry Gillian es el director y guionista junto con Charles McKeown.

La otra película que se quedó huérfana de protagonista secundario y en el que Ledger debutaba detrás de las cámaras fue «The Queen’s Gambit», basada en la novela de Walter Tevi. La historia se trataba de un prodigio del ajedrez y se estaba negociando con Helen Page para que fuera la protagonista del film.

Cuando me vaya enterando de las cosas os iré poniendo al día…


Hace un mes que no está.

31 días.

Cuando hoy se lo he dicho a mis amigas ha habido la misma reacción: ¿ya ha pasado un mes? 

Sí. Hace un mes que sé que nunca le conoceré (¿y enserio pensabas que podías conocerle? Pues en este vida si no se vive de la ilusión, no sé de qué se vive…).

Me da muchísima rabia saber que nunca más le volveré a ver creciendo como actor y viendo películas nuevas. Me repatea que haya dejado un proyecto que tenía una interesante pinta a medio rodaje…

Diez días más tarde de su fallecimiento busqué por internet algún artículo que revelara la causa de su muerte, ya que nada más morir la gente dijo que era suicidio, yo personalmente ni me lo quería creer, ni me lo creeré nunca, digan lo que digan. Parece ser que se tomó varios medicamentos a la vez que causaron un colapso y… (pero claro, yo no sé mucho de ésto, que lo mío es la filología) .

Quizá algún día me ponga a ver todo eso que no vi de él, porque eran películas que no me interesaban o nunca acababa de alquilar (ajam, yo aún hago de eso).

Sigo sin hacerme a la idea de que por mucho de que haya muerto, ya no existe. Es una persona que no volverá a abrazar a nadie, no volverá a sonreír… Hay que reconocer que su sonrisa es la más bonita que podrá tocar la dorada estela de Hollywood. Para mí siempre ha estado muerto, no le conocía, no hablaba con él, pero existía, sabía que había alguien en Nueva York que vivía, respiraba, soñaba y luchaba para seguir adelante. Ahora sólo tengo esa corazonada, difusa, quizá falsa pero esperanzadora que esté donde esté, descansa en paz.

Flying free, so high…

Simplemente por Heath Ledger que siempre fue, es… y para mí será…

Se ha ido una estrella…

Una de mis preferidas. Heathcliff Andrew Ledger, que me llevaba 10 años y una semana. El 4 de abril cumpliría los 29.

Una de ésas que me gustaban tanto que me había vuelto loca y había planificado todo para vernos.

Una de ésas por las que ahora, no paro de llorar… no sé qué pasa.


Para mí siempre fuiste, eres y serás grande.

Murió ayer, supuestamente de una sobredosis… todavía no hay autopsia, yo todavía no me fío de nadie. Yo todavía lloro de pena…

Sí, vi a Daniel Brühl

Ya os conté la primera parte, me enteré de que estaba rodando a 7 minutos en metro de mi casa y al día siguiente me dirigí al puerto viejo de Algorta. Me recorrí callejones, pasé por sitios raros y acabé un poco perdida, pero estaba tan emocionada-atontada por la remota posibilidad de ver al señor Brühl que me daba completamente igual. Arrastré a dos amigas mías conmigo que me iban orientando hacia dónde pensaban ellas que estaría la casa. (Se supone que tenía la dirección, pero la había dejado en casa, muy mona ella sobre mi mesa).


Y llegué… y saqué mi cámara que con tanto cuidado había metido en mi bolso.


La casa da al mar y me puse como una cabra cuando vi que la había encontrado. Una amiga dijo que creía estar viendo al autor del libro en el que se basa la película (Unai Elorriaga) y yo seguí sacando fotos un poco disimuladamente, porque tenía la impresión que la gente que estaba abajo me miraba mal.


Como no veía a Daniel por ninguna parte decidimos dar la vuelta entera a la calle y ponernos mirando al mar, a la espera de verle y pasar la tarde sin parecer una fan psicótica y alocada. Vimos también los coches del rodaje, a los que no sé por qué les saqué una foto… parece ser que estoy poseída por una japonesa.

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Así que nos sentamos en un murito y seguimos a nuestro rollo. Yo de vez en cuando veía pasar cámaras, actores y todos estaban con un buen rollo… me dieron una envidia impresionante.

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dscn1134.jpg (La casa vista desde el paseo, me ha dicho mi amiga que su padre que es el dueño la va a tirar para hacer nuevas casas… joder es que es preciosa, ¿cómo puede atreverse a destruirla?)

Y bueno seguimos nosotras a nuestro rollo cuando llegó una chica en coche y otra le dijo que ya habían terminado de rodar. Y la del coche dijo:

– Pues entonces me voy llevando ya a Daniel y a (…)

Yo es que cuando oí Daniel el resto me daba absolutamente igual. Y a los pocos minutos apareció… tan real. Lo sé, es una gilipollez, todos somos reales, pero un día antes había estado buscando fotos suyas en google y ahora le tenía ahí delante. Evidentemente es una chorrada, porque todos somos personas, pero saber que ha estado trabajando con Julie Delpy y tenerle a mi lado era como oler a futuro. Y me gustó.


Daniel Brühl en Algorta


Me encanta este actor. Le vi por primera vez en Los Edukadores, luego en Goodbye Lenin y quisé ir a verle en 2 días en París, pero nadie me acompañaba al cine.


Y está aquí, en mi «pequeña» ciudad rodando. Y lo mejor de todo, es que una amiga me va a pasar la dirección porque es en casa de su padre donde se rueda. Estoy que no me lo creo. No sé qué haré, no sé si iré a verle, ni qué le diré, ni si le hablaré o sólo le pediré que se saque una foto conmigo. (O que me enchufe en el mundillo ya que está…)

La película se llama Un Tranvía en SP, es una adaptación al cine de un libro de Unai Elorriaga. Los actores son Daniel Brühl, Héctor Alterio, Julieta Serrano, Ramón Barea y Bárbara Goenaga.

La historia trata sobre Lucas, un hombre que cree que puede tomar un tranvía con el que llegará donde está su mujer quien ha fallecido.

¡Qué locura por favor! Mañana sacaré la cámara por si acaso…